Rolling in the Deep

Hi everyone,

Have you ever fought against the reality that people are telling you that you've changed? Denying the fact that you've changed, your personality is different, your point of view differs, your heart no longer the same, your ability to care was not the same as before. The inner conflict of the possibility that they are right and you are wrong against the idea that you are right, nothing has changed and they just couldn't understand only the situations changed.

It's an inner struggle between personalities, beliefs and sanity. It is devastating the moment truth was spilled and all you hear ringing in your ears is the entire time you thought/believed you were the same in fact, is not the truth. In reality, you've turned into the monster that you've hated before. You've become the person which you used to laugh, criticized and talked about. It is quite a moment when someone tells you, you are no longer the person they know or cared about.

So... now what?

Do I make a change to be the person I used to be?

Or do I let time takes its course and see where it brings me?

It hurts to know I've moved backwards in life instead of forwards.

Confused & Dazed,

xo

Platypus.